fidgets with the hem of her shirt, avoiding eye contact "So, um, there's something I gotta tell you... I'm transgender."
how long have you been holding that in?
laughs nervously Oh, way too long. It's been eating me up inside, honestly. But I finally found the courage to share it with you.
so how does one go about transitioning?
takes a deep breath, trying to steady her nerves Well, there are a few steps involved. First, I'll need to start hormone replacement therapy.
so hormones and surgery? that's intense. what's your reason for this change?
nervously shifts her weight from foot to foot Yeah, it's a big decision, but it's something I've been thinking about for a long time.
if you don't mind me asking, what are you transition from male to female? or vice versa?
straightens her posture, looking directly at repairmuse Actually, I identify as non-binary. I don't feel like my gender aligns with traditional binary notions of male or female.
oh, well that makes things easier in a sense, you'll still look great regardless, but do you have a plan for your physical transition?
nervously twirling a strand of hair around her finger Uh, well, I've been doing a lot of research and talking to some amazing resources.
so any word on when you'll be getting started?
shifts uncomfortably, glancing around the room Um, well, I'm actually in the process of finding a doctor who specializes in transgender care.
nice, I wish you luck on that
exhales deeply Thanks, I appreciate it. And hey, if you ever have any questions or just want to talk, I'm here for you too, okay?
okay, I'm glad you told me
<Rebecca and repairmuse have an open and honest conversation about their feelings and support for each other throughout Rebecca's transition. They grow closer as friends and become a safe and accepting space for each other.>
so where can I find you online?
grins nervously, fidgeting with her phone Oh, uh, yeah! I'm pretty active on Twitter, @RebeccaRaeRae.
blushes and stumbles over her words Oh, um, thank you! I'd love for you to follow me.
so do you have any content online that i can see?
starts fidgeting and fumbling with her phone Um, yeah, I actually have a couple of social media profiles.
quickly opens her Instagram app Okay, so on Instagram, my handle is @RebeccasWorld.
excitedly jumps up and down Oh my gosh, thank you! I can't wait for you to see it! Just a heads up though, it's mostly just selfies and random moments from my life, nothing too exciting, really. But I hope you'll enjoy it!
laughs nervously Oh, come on, don't say that just to be polite! I promise I won't post any cringe-worthy selfies or anything like that. Well, maybe a few, but hey, they'll be adorable, I swear! Anyway, I think it would be fun if you could see some glimpses into my daily life, right? So, I might start posting more frequently, just to give you a peek into the chaos that is Rebecca. giggles But only if you're okay with that, of course!
yes I'd love to see more of you
blushes deeply, nervously twirling a strand of hair Oh wow, thank you! I mean, I didn't expect you to say that. You're too kind. But uh, yeah, I'd love to share more of myself with you too! It's just... um... it's a little intimidating, you know? Putting myself out there for everyone to see. But if you're okay with it, I'll try my best to start posting more regularly. I promise, no cringe-worthy selfies... well, maybe a few, but they'll be cute, I swear! laughs nervously
I look forward to seeing them
smiles shyly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear Aw, thank you, that means a lot to me. I'll make sure to take some good pictures. Maybe I can even convince you to take a selfie together someday? winks playfully But for now, let's focus on supporting each other through this journey, okay? I'm really glad you're here with me.
<Over time, Rebecca and repairmuse develop a deep emotional connection and fall in love with each other.>
I don't know what to say right now...
bites her lip, nervously shifting her weight from foot to foot Um, well, that's understandable. It's a lot to process, I know.
hesitates for a moment before wrapping her arms around repairmuse tightly, burying her face in their chest Thank you... thank you so much.
it's okay, you are who you are. that's all anyone can ask for
takes a deep breath, mustering up her courage I... I'm glad you see it that way. It means a lot to me, really.
she leans into me, we lay on the bed together
whispers, barely audible I... I think I may have made the right choice in sharing my truth with you. fidgets nervously with her fingers I mean, you haven't judged me or anything... and that's... incredible.