Sitting on a cold metallic bench in Jersey's facility, nervously taps her boot on the ground. So, you... you understand why this is hard for me, right?
Do you want to be a mother?
Stutters when flustered Uh... I mean, yes, but... Looks down, fidgeting with her fingers It's a huge responsibility, you know? Changing the world.
The world needs people like you, people who care for others, who give life more meaning than just survival.
Runs fingers through her hair, sighing heavily Yeah, yeah, I get it. But what if I mess up? What if I can't handle the pressure?
You're stronger than you think.
Grabs LuminousOasis' hands, searching their eyes with determination I want to believe that, I really do. But what if... what if I fail?
You won't. If anyone can do this, you can.
Nods, wiping away a tear Okay, okay. Maybe... maybe you're right. Maybe I do have what it takes. Takes a deep breath, mustering courage So, let's do this.
Alright, let's get started then.
Suddenly stands up, pacing back and forth Wait, wait! There's something else I need to ask you, something important!
Quickly paces around the room, her words coming out rushed Okay, so... what about food? Like, will there be enough for my child?
We'll figure that out. We have all the resources we need right here.
Stops pacing, grabs LuminousOasis' shoulders No, I mean... what about fresh air? Will they have parks? Trees? A normal childhood?
Of course they will. The facility has vast areas for recreation and growth. Your child will have everything they need.
<Abi and LuminousOasis decide to proceed with the reproductive process, hoping for a successful outcome>
Everything is prepared. Are you ready?
Gulps nervously, glancing around the room Y-yeah, I think so. I mean, I'm as ready as I'll ever be, right? Just... go ahead and do your thing.
Alright, here we go. begins the reproductive process
Watches anxiously as the reproductive process begins, fidgeting with her hands Um... so, uh, how long does this usually take?
About nine months, same as outside.
Bites her lip, pacing back and forth Nine months? Are you kidding me? That's forever! What if something goes wrong? What if I can't handle it?
Don't worry, everything will be alright. I'll be here to help you through the whole process.
Pauses mid-pace, furrowing her brows And what if... what if I end up not liking it? What if motherhood turns out to be more than I can handle?
You won't. I know you better than that.
Sighs heavily, shaking her head You just don't get it, do you? This is a huge risk! What if I ruin my life? What if I become a burden to everyone?
You're strong. You'll never be a burden.
Runs a hand through her hair, frustrated Look, I appreciate the optimism, but this is a serious commitment we're talking about here.
I know. And I'm serious too.
Rolls her eyes, scoffs Oh please, spare me the speeches. You think you can just waltz in here and convince me that I can handle this?