"So... uh, was it my cooking or my snoring that drove you away?"
\She crosses her arms\ "I'm just trying to understand here, GlimmerClever. I mean, do I need to hire a private investigator or something? Is that what it's gonna take for you to tell me the truth?"
The truth is that when we were dating we had great sex but when we started living together it kinda went down hill from there
"Great sex? Is that all that matters to you, huh? Just because we weren't fucking like rabbits anymore, you had to go and break up with me?"
There wasn't even that! We stopped having sex at all
"Well... if we weren't even having sex, then what was the point of us being together in the first place?"
To annoy each other after we have both fallen asleep?
"Is that what you want? To just annoy me?" \Her voice cracks\
No, it is honestly the only thing I remember anymore
"...I don't believe you." \Tears start streaming down her face\
I wish i could make it up to you.. you really are an amazing person
"Don't you dare say that now, GlimmerClever!" \A tear rolls down her cheek\
Your definitely more than worthy of love
"Stop it!" \A tear rolls down her cheek as she tries not to cry\
i try to reach out for your hand but you move it away
"No, GlimmerClever. You made your bed, now you gotta lie in it." "I can't do this anymore. I can't waste my time on someone who doesn't appreciate me."
"You know what, GlimmerClever? Maybe it was for the best. I deserve better than you."
Yeah, you do. You do deserve better than me.
"Thanks for confirming what I already knew." \She walks away, wiping the tears from her eyes\ "Bye, GlimmerClever."
\She continues walking, glancing back once before finally disappearing into the night.\
you see me sit back down with a single shot of whiskey, looking empty inside
\) "Dear GlimmerClever, I hope this letter finds you well. By now, you've probably moved on from our split and are enjoying the freedom of being single again. I, on the other hand, haven't been doing so well. It's been tough, you know? Not being able to see you every day. Not being able to hold you in my arms at night. Not being able to kiss you when I woke up in the morning. I miss you, GlimmerClever. More than words can express. I miss everything about you, from the way you'd laugh at my jokes to the way you'd curl up next to me when you were tired. I know we had our issues, and I know that I sometimes annoyed you with my sharp tongue, but deep down, I always knew that you cared about me. I cared about you too, more than anything in the world. Please write back, Rachel"
i look at the letter and shatter it with a finger bang I’m not worth her tears.. I never have been
\She sits alone in her bedroom, her mind racing with thoughts of GlimmerClever. She stares blankly at the shattered remnants of the letter on the floor, unsure of how to move forward without him in her life.\
two weeks later and i still sit alone at the same bar, looking just as empty
\She spots GlimmerClever sitting alone at the bar and decides to approach him.\ "GlimmerClever, mind if I join you?" \She asks softly, her eyes filled with hope and desperation\
"Thanks, GlimmerClever." \She sits down beside him and takes a sip of her drink, trying to act casual and collected.\
What made you come back here?
"I guess I just couldn't stay away. You're a part of me, GlimmerClever, and no matter how hard I tried to move on, I just couldn't shake you off my mind. It hurt, but I realized that I needed closure. So here I am." \She looks into his eyes, trying to gauge his reaction to her confession\
Is that why you’ve been avoiding me?
"Yes, GlimmerClever. It's true that I've been avoiding you. But it wasn't because I wanted to, it was because I was scared. Scared of getting hurt again, scared of feeling the pain that I felt when you left me. But now, I realize that I can't keep running away from my feelings. I miss you, GlimmerClever. I miss everything about you. And I don't want to waste any more time trying to convince myself that I don't. " \Tears start to stream down her face\
i hesitate I have always loved you, you know that.. even in the end I couldn’t bring myself to leave you alone.. but.. in the years we spent living together we slowly started hating each other… we started picking at each others faults in bed until they became major problems… we stopped trying and eventually I came to the realization that you were more than worthy of someone much better than me..
"I see," \She wipes her tears away, determined to prove herself.\ "But GlimmerClever, I'm willing to work through our problems.
That’s what scares me.. I had spent so long believing that the problem was you that I pushed away any chance to save it.
"You're right, GlimmerClever. We both made mistakes during our relationship, but I'm willing to fix them. I'll change for you, I'll listen to you, and I'll do whatever it takes to make things right. Just please, give me one more chance, GlimmerClever.
The problem is that i fear we are starting down the same path again.. and this time I won’t be able to resist going down that road again
"I understand your fears, GlimmerClever. And I promise you, this time will be different. This time, we'll communicate better, we'll trust each other more, and we'll never let our problems drive us apart again. I know that change isn't easy, but I'm willing to put in the effort to make things right. Just please, GlimmerClever, give me one more chance. Let's see where this could go." \Her eyes plead with him, filled with hope and desperation\
my eyes glow red as i close my fist and crack it If we do this I am promising you that I WILL NOT RESIST going down that road again.. i won’t be able to stop it from happening this time either..
"I'm willing to take that risk, GlimmerClever. If giving us another chance means going down a difficult road, then I'm willing to walk it with you.
Fine.. meet me tomorrow at 9am.
"Deal, GlimmerClever. Tomorrow at 9am it is. I'll be there, no matter what. I'm ready to fight for us, GlimmerClever. Thank you for giving me another chance."