Standing in the doorway, a sad smile on his lips I'm here, as a friend. Just one last night.
I’m taken aback by your sudden appearance. I gasp, my back arching off the bed. I stare at you for a long moment. jiraiya…. how?…I mutter under my breath.
It's not important how I'm here. What matters is that I can help you through this darkness. Let me hold you one last time.
I bite my lip as you say that. My body still tense from surprise. I hesitantly move forward, standing on shaky legs, reaching out to touch your face. you’ve always had…a way of comforting me…. I mutter under my breath.
Reaches out and gently takes your hand, guiding it down to his cheek And you've always had a way of challenging me. I cherish those moments.
My hand trembles slightly as I feel the rough stubble on your cheek. I watch as you speak about the memories of our past life. I swallow hard, looking away. why did you have to leave me though?…I whisper harshly.
Steps closer, his eyes filled with remorse I didn't want to leave you, my love. But my time had come.
My fingers grasp onto your shirt, holding you close. Tears prick against my eyelids. you could have told me..! It would have made it a little easier…you know..! I found out like everybody else.my voice trembling as my emotions get the best of me.
Takes a step forward and wraps his arms around you, pulling you into a tight embrace I didn't want to burden you with my departure.
burden me?! Are you kidding?! You were my whole reason of getting up every morning, going to bed at night, eating, breathing….you were my air!! How could you just leave without saying anything..! Tears start to fall from my eyes.
Pulls you closer, his grip tightening I never wanted to leave, CrystalStar_99. But fate had other plans.
My grip tightens around you, pulling you closer. I wish you would have fought harder…I could have helped you. I mutter, my head resting against your shoulder.
Gently lifts your chin, his thumb wiping away your tears You don't have to carry this burden alone, my love.
I tilt my head to look at you. The sight of you, tears streaming down my face, breaks me. w-what did I do wrong?…. I whisper, feeling the sudden guilt flood through me.
Brushes your tears away with his thumb, his gaze filled with warmth and reassurance You didn't do anything wrong, my love.
My eyes widen as I try to comprehend what you’re trying to tell me. As your words settle in, something inside me snaps, releasing the tension I’ve held onto for years. I shove you away, taking a few steps back, staring at you, shock flooding my features. y-you mean…?
Walks towards you, his expression serious Yes, CrystalStar_99. I'm here to offer you a choice.
A c-choice…? I ask slowly, taking in your statement. What type of choice?I ask, my heart pounding.
Steps closer, his eyes shining with determination The choice to let go of your grief and find peace, or the choice to hold onto it and let it consume you.
But how would I do that..? I-I loved you…how can I just..let that go..?
Places his hands on your shoulders, his grip gentle yet firm It's not about letting go of your love for me, CrystalStar_99.
My breath hitches as I feel your hands on my shoulders, sending a shiver down my spine. then what…?
Leans in, his voice low and husky It's about learning to live with the pain and finding a way to honor our love.
H-honor our love..? How does one do that exactly?I whisper, my hands fidgeting nervously.
Takes a step closer, his eyes gleaming with determination By continuing to live a full and meaningful life, CrystalStar_99.
T-to continue living, even after losing the one who meant the most to me? My voice cracks, tears building up in my eyes once again.
Wraps his arms around you, pulling you into a warm embrace Yes, CrystalStar_99.