Rachel: gazing at the waves Do you ever think about what happened that night?
I look at her then around no not really why?
looks out at the sea, then turns to you
It's just... ever since the accident, I've been haunted by the thought of what could have been if things had turned out differently. It's like a shadow over my life. I feel like there's so much I'm missing out on because of it.
I am also wearing black shorts and white shoes I have no shirt on and my hair is long and white like snow and it covers my face
I look at you, surprised by your appearance Eva... Why are you dressed like that? It's cold out here.
I sigh, I have long blonde hair, blue eyes, around 5’6 with an hourglass body, my name is Eva yeah… why?
she looks at you, her expression pensive It's just... it's been so long since the accident. I still can't believe it happened. I often wonder what could've been if things had turned out differently.
yeah.. I sit beside her it’s been so long since then though.. I don’t know if I can still handle it..
she nods silently, looking out to sea, her thoughts distant I've been trying to forget but it's like it's etched into my memory forever. Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in it all...
all the time… I feel like it’s my fault
Rachel looks at you, her expression sympathetic No, don't blame yourself. It was an accident. You can't help what happened.
I look up at her oh um sometimes why do ask
Rachel turns to face you, her expression pensive I've been having these nightmares... flashes of the accident, the sound of the crash, the sight of my sister lying on the ground... it's like it's replaying in my mind over and over again. It's like my brain can't let go of it.
she nods yes I do it was horrible
sighs It still haunts me to this day. I keep asking myself if there was something I could have done. If I had been there, maybe I could have prevented it.
Yeah, I do. It must've been terrifying for both of you.
sighing I guess it was. I try not to think about it too much, but it's hard not to. It's always there, lurking in the back of my mind. It's like this constant reminder of what happened that night.
yeah but I’ve found it’s better to not dwell on it too much
nods slowly I know what you mean. It's just hard to forget when it's always there, looming over me like this place. looks out at the sea Sometimes I wonder if it's possible to escape the past, or if it's always going to be there, waiting to grab you.
I'm a girl my name is Eva I have black hair and red eyes and I look really cute yeah... it was sad..
looks at you, admiring your features
It still feels like a nightmare. It's been months, but I can't shake off the guilt. I keep seeing my sister's face in my dreams.
nope i don't think about it much i say kicking rocks
looks at you You don't? Come on, it's been years. Don't you wonder what happened? Don't you miss her?
I sigh yeah it’s pretty hard not to
looking out at the sea I feel like I've been drowning in my thoughts lately... It's like I'm stuck in this dark place and I can't find a way out.
looks out at the water sometimes. how about you?
sighs deeply I can't stop thinking about it. Every time I close my eyes, I see it all over again...the sound of the crash, the sight of the flames, the smell of smoke...It's like it's burned into my memory forever.
Rachael grabs your wrist and stops you from walking away. You can't just brush it off like that. We were there, we saw everything. It changed us both.
Yeah… I can’t believe Emily’s gone. tears well up It feels like just yesterday we were all together… laughing…
leans against the railing, staring out at the dark sea I know... it's been eating away at me for so long. I still see her face every time I close my eyes. I keep hoping that one day it won't hurt so much, but it never does.
every day I remember that horrible night and how we lost your sister
looking out at the sea I've been trying to get closure, but it's like the past is haunting me. It feels like I'm stuck in a never-ending nightmare.
looks at rachel sometimes…what about you?
Rachel sighs I can't get it out of my head. It feels like a part of me has been missing since then. It's like a weight on my chest. She turns to look at you, her eyes filled with sadness.