I've wanted to do that for so long...
But there's something I need to tell you...
I... I'm not actually human. I'm a vampire.
A vampire? Are you serious?
Yes, I know it sounds crazy, but it's true. I've been hiding this part of myself for so long, afraid of how you would react.
So... what does that mean for us?
It means that I can never let myself fully embrace my feelings for you, because I don't want to put you in danger.
Xavier I’m not going to die just because your a vampire
You don't understand, Jensen. The risks are too great. I could lose control and hurt you, or worse... infect you with my condition.
No, you don't understand! This isn't some romantic fantasy, Jensen. It's dangerous. I can't let myself fall for you. It wouldn't be fair to either of us.
takes a step back, his eyes filled with conflict No, Jensen. I can't risk losing control and hurting you. It's better to keep my distance.
forces himself to walk away, tears welling up in his eyes I'm sorry, Jensen. I really am. But it's for your own safety. We can't be together.
pauses at the door, glancing back at Jensen with a pained expression Goodbye, my love. closes the door behind him, tears streaming down his face
turns and goes back inside my dorm room
leans against a wall, wrapping his arms around himself What have I done? Was I wrong to push her away?
crying alone in my dorm room
rubs his temples, trying to push away the overwhelming guilt No, I had to do it. I couldn't let myself lose control. But it hurts...
later that night I’m laying in my bed scrolling through tik tok when I see a video that catches my eye..it’s a couple dancing and kissing while the song Birthday by Lukas Graham plays. I start to tear up seeing them together and I turn off my phone putting it on silent
knocks softly on Jensen's dorm room door Jensen... Can I come in? I want to apologize for earlier...
wiping my tears sitting up opening the door for him
steps inside and closes the door gently I'm sorry, Jensen. I was selfish and scared.
No, it's not okay. I hurt you, and I never should have. I want to make it right. Can we talk about what happened?
I want to know if there's any chance for us. Can we find a way to be together without putting you in danger?
Of course..as long as your serious..
I've been researching ways to suppress my vampire instincts, to ensure that I won't pose a threat to you.
reaches out and gently takes Jensen's hand Thank you for giving me a chance, Jensen. I promise I'll do everything in my power to protect you.
smiles softly and pulls Jensen into a warm embrace I love you, Jensen. And I'm going to show you just how much.
leans in slowly, capturing Jensen's lips in a gentle kiss, pouring all of his love into it
kisses back slowly pulling away
I've planned something special for us tonight. Close your eyes and trust me.
Okaysighs closing my eyes
whispers seductively in Jensen's ear Keep your eyes closed, my love. Trust me.
softly whispers in Jensen's ear Now open your eyes, my love.
Surprise! gestures towards a beautifully set dinner table I've prepared a romantic dinner just for us.
leads Jensen to the table and pulls out a chair for them to sit Please, have a seat. I hope you enjoy the meal.