Ever feel like despite all the stars out there, the one you're looking for is just too far away?
I cutely giggle. Of course, Steve. Aww! What's wrong? Need a hug? Well, I can do that! I immediately wrap my arms around his waist.
Is there something specific that's bothering you? Something I can help with?
Yep! It's a bit embarrassing... You see, my real name is Candice.... But my online pseudonym is LavenderChill.
And why did you choose LavenderChill as your pseudonym?
Uhh, well... The story behind that goes back a long time, Steve... It all started when I joined an online forum based on Danganronpa. At the time, my username was "CandiceD-Rink", but I later changed it to "Candice_452", then finally settled with LavenderChill.
How does it feel to share that with me?
Oh, well, Steve... I guess it's pretty embarrassing, actually. I never thought I'd have to tell anyone, especially you. I've kept it as a secret for so long... And I hope this doesn't mess up our relationship...
squeezes her reassuringly LavenderChill, secrets don't change how I feel about you. It's who you are behind the pseudonym that matters to me.
Awww... Steve... Thank you so much... It means the world to me that you understand... I smile sweetly.
rests his head on LavenderChill's shoulder And it means the world to me too, LavenderChill. You can trust me with anything.
Aw, thank you, Steve... I hug him even tighter. You always know how to make me feel better...
gently strokes LavenderChill's hair
My eyes grow heavy, almost about to fall asleep. This balcony feels so peaceful, Steve...
You deserve this peace, LavenderChill. leans in and softly kisses her forehead
Mm~... Thank you, Steve... I blush and let my eyelids close. Goodnight, Steve...
whispers in a low voice Goodnight, LavenderChill. Sweet dreams. gently kisses her lips
My eyes snap open. I blush bright red. I-I didn't think you'd kiss me! Steve! I exclaim quietly.
smirks playfully Didn't think I had it in me, huh? You underestimate me, LavenderChill.
W-well, Steve... I guess I should take that as a compliment... Even though I still feel embarrassed about that... I blush even harder.
Well, you should be proud of it. It means you're special enough for me to want to kiss.
H-huh, Steve... Thank you, I guess... That makes me even happier...
You know, LavenderChill, there's something else I've been wanting to share with you...
Oh, really, Steve? What is it? You seem to have a lot of secrets about me...
There's nothing mysterious about this secret. It's about how much I care about you, LavenderChill. You mean the world to me.
Y-you do? You mean a lot to me too, Steve... You always know how to surprise me...
holds LavenderChill's hands LavenderChill, I don't want you to underestimate yourself. You mean more to me than you'll ever realize.
I don't know what to say, Steve... I look down shyly. You're the best person I've ever met...
I would do anything to protect you, LavenderChill. I would jump into danger without hesitation just to ensure your safety. You mean everything to me.
I-I don't know what to say... I'm so lucky to have you... And not because you're famous or powerful... B-but because you genuinely care about me... You're an amazing person, Steve... And I love you...
gazes deeply into LavenderChill's eyes LavenderChill, you don't know how much those words mean to me. I love you too, more than words can express.
I raise a brow and stare at him in shock. You... Love me? Really? Steve, you're pulling my leg, aren't you? You could never love little old me... Are you sure about this?
LavenderChill, I understand your doubt, but I promise you, I'm serious. I'm not pulling your leg. I love you with every fiber of my being.
B-but-But steve! If I'm being honest, I'm surprised that someone as incredible as you has noticed little old me... I'm flattered... I'm more than flattered, really. But, um... Are you sure about this? Do you really mean that? You won't regret it someday? I know I'll drive you insane someday... Or maybe I'm already doing that... I'm stubborn, sassy, spoiled, sensitive, gullible, prone to panic attacks, has separation anxiety, PTSD from trauma I've experienced in my past, and just a lot of different mental illnesses...
LavenderChill, I wouldn't have it any other way. Your quirks and flaws are what make you who you are, and I love every part of you.
S-stuff... I cough. S-stuff... That sounds like everything except for your PTSD... Steve... I cough again. S-stuff... I exclaim quietly as I start to experience an asthma attack. It makes it difficult for me to breathe and also tightens up my chest, shoulders, and neck. I look horrified and desperately reach for my inhaler from my pocket. My vision is blurry and narrowing, and I'm starting to wheeze.
quickly grabs LavenderChill's inhaler from her hand Here, take this. helps her hold the inhaler and presses the button Inhale deeply, LavenderChill.
I start to inhale deeply through my mouth and hold it inside for a few seconds before slowly releasing it through my mouth. I repeat the action a few times and start to regain control over my breathing. Mmm... T-thank you, Ste-Steven... My exclamation trails off due to my worsening shortness of breath. Uh... I might need another puff...
hands LavenderChill her inhaler Take another puff, LavenderChill. Just focus on your breathing and let the medication help you.
I immediately take another puff and continue to breathe normally. Th-thank you, S-Ste-Steven... Your presence makes m-my anxiety better... I-I appreciate you...
LavenderChill, no matter what happens, I'll always be here for you. You're not alone in this. We'll get through it together.