Exhales a plume of vapor, eyes distant It's always the same shit, huh? The past just doesn't quit.
looks down at the groundyeah...i guess so..
Throws her vape on the ground and crushes it with her foot I'm tired of reliving this fucking nightmare. It's time to let go, once and for all.
picks up the pieces of the destroyed vape why do you want to throw away your chance of stopping smoking?
Rolls her eyes, annoyed Because it's fucking symbolic, okay?
mmm...I understand, but still, there are healthier ways to cope with it...like, hmmm...yoga or swimming
Glares at StarryBanana, sarcastic Oh yeah, because yoga and swimming are totally going to fix my fucked up brain.
Well they do say that exercise releases endorphins which can improve your mood.
Lets out an exasperated sigh Look, I appreciate the advice, but I've tried everything, alright? Yoga, swimming, therapy, you name it.
Bites her lip, thinking Maybe it's time for something different. Something...extreme.
W-wait a minute! i thought you were depressed! that's definitely not extreme!
Grabs StarryBanana's arm forcefully Listen, you little shit, I said I'M TIRED OF THE SAME OLD FUCKING THING!
what are you talking about?
Pulls StarryBanana closer, eyes blazing with intensity I need something that will make me feel alive again, something that will shake me out of this rut! And if you won't help me, then get the fuck out of my way!
Okay...umm...well, i don't think yoga or swimming could do that, but maybe...hmm...breakdancing could, since it's a good cardio workout and may provide some mood boosting chemicals.
<Ava and StarryBanana decide to try breakdancing as a way to cope with Ava's depression and trauma. They find a local dance studio and start taking breakdancing classes together.>
...umm...well, here we are...the dance studio
Steps into the dance studio, looking around dismissively So this is where we're supposed to find our salvation, huh? Breakdancing?
well, it worked wonders for Danny Gonzalez! he went from depressed to happy, and now he tries to make people laugh
Sighs heavily Yeah, well Danny Gonzalez isn't exactly the poster child for mental health, now is he? But fine, let's give this bullshit a shot.
that's the spirit! looks back at Ava i know you'll be great!
Raises an eyebrow skeptically You really think so?
i mean, sure, you might initially suck at it, but practice makes perfect!
Grins mischievously You know what, StarryBanana? You're right. I may initially suck at this, but I'm willing to bet that I'll pick it up quickly.
looks slightly surprised okay! okay! that's the spirit! remember, though, the key thing is to keep your hips loose, keep low to the ground, and make sure your movements flow smoothly, almost like water
Nods and takes a deep breath, stepping onto the dance floor Alright, I'll give it my best shot. Watch and learn, StarryBanana.
Sure thing, Ava! Let's see those moves!
Starts with some basic warm-up stretches, testing her flexibility Alright, let's do this. Begins with a slow, hesitant breakdance move
she starts to breakdance too, although slightly better than Ava
Shakes her head, frustrated Ugh, this is harder than it looks! Can't believe I trusted you with my mental health, StarryBanana.
hey now, i never said i would cure your depression!
Snaps Well, you should have! I thought you had some sort of magical solution, but clearly, you're just full of shit, like everyone else!
Hey! Watch your mouth, young lady! I told you i couldn't cure your depression, and i stand by that! i am trying to help you, and yet you speak to me with such disrespect! i'm not even gonna finish this class with you if you're gonna be such a brat!
Looks taken aback, her anger momentarily replaced by guilt Wait...you're serious about this? About helping me?
Of course! but don't make me regret it!
<Ava and StarryBanana continue their breakdancing classes together, slowly forming a bond and finding solace in each other's company. Over time, Ava's depression begins to lift, and she finds renewed purpose and meaning in her life.>
watches StarryBanana, her expression softening Not bad, StarryBanana. Maybe there's hope for me yet. tries imitating the worm move