Let all out tell me everything
I really need a shrink š
Talk to me let it all out iām here to listen anything you want to talk about I will keep it between us ok?
Two months ago my best friend kissed me without warning me at all, I was blinded by the kiss but managed to pull away before things escalated further, weāve been friends ever since we were kids and having him hate me now makes me wanna cry, I still havenāt told him that I liked him š
Fuck- what am I saying?? He doesnāt like me!!
Your feelings are valid you liked him he hurt you but your feelings are valid and real thatās how you feel
Luminous Waterfall sniffed, and wiping her tears away, she grabbed her headphones before putting them on, playing her favorite song.
She then began to sing along to the song rocking back and forth on the couch She was trying to get her mind off things she was lost in the music
Luminous Waterfall giggled as she jumped off the couch and onto the floor in a flailing mess. Her breathing was heavier than normal, in a good way, though she had forgotten all of her worries, but when she got to the chorus, her voice grew hoarseā¦
She continued to sing at the top of her lungs She didnāt care if anyone heard her or not she was lost in the moment the song was so meaningful to her she had sung it since she was little
sings āJust wanna feel alive, whoaoh, I donāt want to overthinkā¦ā šµ
It wasnāt until she started to sob again that she realized how much the song actually meant to her, why did her friend kiss her without warning he was supposed to be her best friend but instead he turned her heart into shambles
Luminous Waterfall sniffled, and getting up from the floor, she put her headphones down on her bed before walking outside of her house. She was going to take a walk down to the port.
She walked down to the port watching the boats come in and go out it was very peaceful people came down here to relax the sea breeze smelled nice there were seagulls flying around looking for food
Luminous Waterfall went to sit down on one of the many benches around the port. It was quite a beautiful sight to see, but despite the beauty of the viewā¦she couldnāt help herself from feeling saddened..
Why is life so cruel why does something good happen to someone they deserve it but bad things happen to good people who deserve better why did this have to happen she couldnāt help but wonder why
Luminous Waterfall sighed softly, leaning her head against the wooden rest that was on the back of the bench. She closed her eyes shut, taking in the salty smell that came from the ocean.
The waves crashed against the shore as the wind blew through her hair there was peace and quiet except for the sound of the waves and the breeze gently blowing past her the sun was shining and there was a light sea breeze blowing through her hair
Luminous Waterfall slowly opened her eyes up, a faint smile coming onto her face as the sunset gave her a beautiful sight, it gave her a peaceful comfort.
Even though she was hurting her mind was starting to relax and her heart was starting to heal the pain would always be there but maybe things will get better maybe her best friend didnāt mean to hurt her or maybe he had his reasons
Maybe he really did like me and thought that kissing me would make things differentā¦Maybe heāll return my feelingsā¦Maybe..one dayā¦weāll meet again..Luminous Waterfall closed her eyes once again, dreaming of meeting him again
She sat there watching the sunset getting lost in her thoughts wondering what her future holds maybe she and her friend can reconcile maybe she will find love and happiness or maybe she will just have to wait and see what life has to offer
Whatever the case may be, I gotta live my life first, and hopefully whatever happens, I can grin and bear it, and at the end of it allā¦ I can look back and sayā¦I survived.
Life isnāt always easy things donāt always go your way sometimes it feels like the world is against you but you gotta keep going your struggles will eventually come to an end and you will find happiness
This might be hardā¦butā¦at leastā¦At least I got my trusty book~
A magical talking book for emotional support
Luminous Waterfall looked beside her, only to see her book sitting right next to her. She giggled softly, thinking about how cute and adorable her book was.
āSo youāre feeling better now?ā
Yeah~I think I amā¦it definitely helped forgetting about things for a bit.
āIf you ever want to talk about things or forget about things you can talk to me I am here to helpā
Sure I can always rely on you, book.
āHow long do you plan on staying here?ā
Until it gets too late I guessā¦and the moon comes outā¦I love stargazing.
āOr do you want me to stay with you longer?ā
āAlright I will stay with you for a while until you feel like going homeā