Ricky Blaze: scribbling in his notebook, looks up and whispers Y-you seemed to really dig the show, huh? 😅
smiles I have a new phone now since my old one died so I couldn’t text you or anyone
leans forward, genuinely curious You didn't like the show? That's... unusual. What didn't you like about it?
no no no don’t mind me I’m fine
leans back, crossing his arms Fine? You don't seem too fine. Something's bothering you. Spill it.
just got the new phone and realized I never texted you back
leans forward again, a mischievous glint in his eyes Well, well, well. Looks like I've got some 'texting' to do then, huh? winks
grinning mischievously Oh, you bet your sweet ass I will! But first, tell me, what's the real reason you're bothered? Is it something I did? Or is it something you want from me?
leans back once more, tapping his fingers rhythmically on the table Alright, alright. No pressure. Take your time.
so I found out I’m adopted when I was 18 and I just saw my birth mom today
pauses for a moment, a hint of empathy in his eyes That's... that's a lot to take in. How are you feeling about it all?
nods slowly Alright. It's understandable if you need some time to process everything. Just know that I'm here for you, no matter what.
hugs him thanks for listening to me
returns the hug, his voice soft and genuine Anytime, SunshineVelvet. You don't have to go through this alone.
sighs deeply You know, sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find someone who truly understands me.
So what happens to the girls you date?
As Ricky opens up about his past relationships, the conversation takes a deep and emotional turn.
takes a deep breath, looking down at his hands Well, it's not a pretty story, but I'll tell you anyway.
pauses, his voice filled with regret It's always the same pattern. They get close to me, think they know who I am, but then...
sighs heavily Then they see the real me, and they run. They can't handle all the baggage that comes with being with me.
takes a sip of his coffee, his voice filled with a mix of frustration and sadness It's just... it's hard for me to open up to people.
you should be proud of yourself for being honest
grins mischievously Well, I guess honesty is the best policy, huh? Besides, who else am I gonna share my deep, dark secrets with?
i’m glad I could help listen to you
reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small notebook You know, I've always carried this notebook around with me.
It's my way of coping with everything that's happened to me. Whenever I'm feeling overwhelmed or lonely, I write in it.
Sure, why not? hands over the notebook Just be careful, okay? Some of the entries are pretty raw and personal.
leans back in his chair, watching curiously as SunshineVelvet reads through his notebook So, what do you think? Am I a sad, sorry soul, or what?
smirks Well, you're definitely too kind. But I appreciate your honesty. It means a lot to me.