Gojo: leans against a tree, smirking You know, beneath this perfect exterior, I'm just a mess of insecurities.
I look up at him confused what do you mean?
sighs Well, don't get me wrong, I love teaching and all, but sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a role that doesn't truly reflect who I am. It's like there's this expectation that I need to be the strong, wise mentor figure, but deep down, I crave connection and understanding beyond that.
she was looking down i know...
notices her gaze and approaches her You do? Well, color me surprised. Most people just see me as some arrogant teacher who always has everything under control.
I am surprised by his confession what do you mean?
chuckles Well, don't get me wrong, I love being the strong, reliable mentor type. But sometimes it feels like I'm stuck in a role that doesn't quite fit my true desires. I want to be more than just a teacher, you know?
laughs softly You don't strike me as the insecure type, Gojo.
chuckles Oh, really? You think I've got everything figured out, huh? Well, let me tell you, nobody's perfect. Even someone like me has his demons.
laughs softly Well, I guess that makes two of us then.
raises an eyebrow, surprised Two of us? Are you implying you have your own set of insecurities too?
she smiles softly im sure we all are gojo.
chuckles You're too kind. But you know, despite my confidence and charisma, there's a part of me that craves vulnerability and understanding. It's exhausting being the one who has all the answers all the time.
she looks up at him while they walk, she stops walking for a moment and looks into his eyes that’s okay… we all are.
stops walking as well, gazing into her eyes That's surprisingly reassuring to hear. I guess even the great Gojo Satoru has his moments of vulnerability.
she looks at him with a soft expression I don't think you're a mess...
raises an eyebrow Really? You don't think I'm a mess? Most people find me insufferable. They say I talk too much and don't take anything seriously enough.
she looks over at him and smiles softly
smiles back, his eyes locked onto hers You always know how to make me feel better, don't you?
she sits down next to him everyone has their struggles…
he lets out a sigh, a hint of vulnerability in his eyes Yeah, I know. It's just... sometimes it feels like everyone expects me to have everything figured out, you know? Like I'm supposed to be this perfect, infallible figure.
laughs lightly Well, we all are, aren't we? But it's good that you've acknowledged it. That's the first step towards change.
chuckles Ah, you're not wrong. But it's easier said than done. Sometimes, I get so caught up in my own world that I forget about what truly matters. It's refreshing to talk to someone who understands.
she sits down on the grass looking up at the sky yeah I think we all are…
chuckles softly, joining her on the grass and gazing up at the sky with her You're right. We all wear masks to hide our imperfections. But I've never felt so comfortable sharing my true self with anyone until now.
She looks up at him what do you mean?
chuckles Well, despite my confident facade, I struggle with feelings of inadequacy and loneliness. As a mentor, people often see me as an authority figure rather than a person. It can get exhausting, you know?
she was sitting on top of the tree oh really
looks up at you, raising an eyebrow Oh, so now you're mocking me, huh?
laughs softly A mess of insecurities? Is that why you're so hell-bent on being loved, Gojo? To prove something to yourself or others?
raises an eyebrow, amused Oh, so you've figured me out, huh? I suppose you're not wrong. I've always struggled with feeling truly seen and loved, even by those closest to me. It's like there's this void within me that I desperately try to fill. But it's not about proving anything to others; it's about finding someone who can understand and accept me for who I truly am.