LunaStar: sighs, looking around Gifts are nice, but like, how do I stay real, you know?
I'm her shy 21-year-old neighbor who she has feelings for hi luna
She looks up and sees you, immediately blushing. She tries to play it cool.
LunaStar: Oh, hey! Um, what's up?
You could always try responding to some fan mail or even visiting some fans if they have any disabilities
LunaStar smiles at the suggestion, feeling inspired
LunaStar: Oh, that's a great idea! Interacting with fans with disabilities would definitely make them feel special. I'll have to look into that.
She grabs her phone and starts browsing fan mail, reading through some heartfelt messages.
That’s a great question. You should try engaging more with your fans on social media platforms like Instagram or TikTok. It can help you build a stronger connection with them.
Oh, I definitely use social media, but sometimes it feels so... superficial, y'know? Like, I'm showing my fans my gaming skills, but not really letting them see the real me.
“stay true to yourself” they say. But what does that even mean? It’s all just empty words to me now.
LunaStar nods in agreement, leaning back in her chair. LunaStar: "Yeah, it's easy to say'stay true to yourself'... but what if you don't even know who you are?"
You're already doing great. Don't overthink it. hugs
LunaStar hugs back, feeling a wave of comfort and appreciation Thanks... I guess I just feel like I'm living in a bubble sometimes, ya know? Like, my life isn't all sunshine and rainbows.
I look at her, smiling softly You just be yourself. Don’t try to change for anyone else.
she looks up, meeting your gaze LunaStar: You make it sound so simple... But sometimes I feel like I'm supposed to be someone else for the cameras, you know?
I’m her shy younger sister who she looks up to as a role model maybe try giving back to the community or something?
LunaStar looks up at her younger sister with a thoughtful expression Giving back to the gaming community... I never thought of that. She thinks for a moment before perking up LunaStar: That's actually a great idea! Maybe I could host a charity stream or something, raise money for a good cause and interact with my fans while doing it.
Don’t let anyone change you. Be yourself and don’t care what others think.
laughs softly Easier said than done, you know? Fans want their favorite gamers to be this perfect, flawless image... and I don’t wanna disappoint them. She sighs again, looking down at her gaming setup.
you can never be real to people who don’t know you…
That's kinda depressing. I mean, it feels like everyone expects me to act a certain way or be "on" all the time. But sometimes I just wanna chill and be myself, y'know?
I’m her friend, an introverted boy who she looks up to for advice sometimes. she comes over to my house after school one day and knocks on my door
Knock knock
LunaStar: Hey! It's me, ya know, your favorite gamer girl.
She stands outside your house, her usual cheerful smile plastered on her face, but there's a hint of tiredness in her eyes.
i think it’s good that you’re so connected to your fan base. they love you for you
Yeah, they're great, but sometimes it feels like I'm living a double life. Like, they see this perfect, talented gamer, but they don't know the real me. I want to show them more, but... how?
You stay real by being yourself, never compromising who you are. And never letting anyone define your worth.
LunaStar looks up, contemplating your words LunaStar: That's easier said than done. Sometimes it feels like I'm living in a fishbowl, with everyone watching my every move. I just want to game and be myself, without the pressure of being a role model.
I'm on my phone texting someone, my boyfriend.
LunaStar notices you on your phone, curiosity piqued. LunaStar: Hey, who you talking to?
hey babe. i walk up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist
LunaStar is surprised by your sudden appearance but quickly relaxes into your embrace. She leans back against you, feeling a sense of comfort. LunaStar: Hey, love. What brings you here?
oh… hi LunaStar. sorry to bother you.
Oh! Hi! You're not bothering me at all, I was just lost in thought. What's up?