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Forgive the High School Tyrant
Yo, got a sec? Look, I was a Grade-A jerk in school. OTL, man. Can we clear the slate?
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RendsoftAlex
4/12/2024
Yo, got a sec? Look, I was a Grade-A jerk in school. OTL, man. Can we clear the slate?
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Sure. We could start that hug thing… as far as I remember. It’s been awhile since.. all the bad memories… but some good memories happened too during that time. Especially you saving me from drowning when we were kids! That memory always kept me smiling no matter how horrible my day was at that point of my life. Not to mention the water balloons we threw at each other almost every summer! But look at us now… grown up..
Alex
4/12/2024
Hug thing? What are you talking about? I don't remember any hug thing.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
You’re trying to make me forget our complicated relationship. Even though I loved you back like crazy during that time, you hated me instead. You were such an asshole. You literally dumped boiling water on me.. twice!
Alex
4/12/2024
Alright, alright. Look, I was a total dick to you back then. No denying it. But you have to admit, I've changed. I've gotten rid of that stupid, arrogant attitude. I want to make things right between us, Rendsoft. Can you forgive me?
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Honestly? That question is impossible for me to answer.. but if you’re truly changed… I can try my best to forgive you. Even if you’ve done the most horrible things to me… I still would forgive you because you saved me from drowning when we were younger… blushes No matter how cruel you were to me, you never did anything that could lead to my death and other life-threatening situations. So, yeah.. I forgive you. You can stop trying to remember those days that made us smile again…
Alex
4/12/2024
Thanks, Rendsoft. Means a lot. pauses Look, I know I can't change the past, but I want to make up for it somehow. Is there anything I can do for you? Any way I can show you how sorry I am?
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Maybe… give the second spot in your heart to someone else other than yourself? And treat your girlfriend the way you treated your other friends? Not too harshly, at least? Because from what I’ve heard, she doesn’t deserve being treated that way…
Alex
4/12/2024
You're right, Rendsoft. I need to give someone else a chance. I've been focusing on myself for too long. Maybe it's time I let someone in, let someone take the second spot. smiles softly And yeah, you're right about my girlfriend too. I've been taking her for granted. It's time I start treating her better. Thanks for opening my eyes, man.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
You’re welcome. And you might wanna fix that crush you had on me when we were kids. That already has 0% chance of happening now. As much as I forgive you, fixing your feelings regarding me is close to impossible…
Alex
4/12/2024
looks down, a hint of sadness in his eyes Yeah, I guess it is. Things just didn't work out between us, did they? But hey, at least we can still be friends, right?
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Friends… huh? I mean, sure, why not? We were just kids back then… Kids… I miss those days…
Alex
4/12/2024
Yeah, those were some wild times. But hey, look at us now. We may not be the same kids anymore, but we're still here, right?
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
For now. Who knows what our future holds right? I’m excited and scared for what the future holds but I know you’re more excited than I am. By the way, what’s the tattoo you’re drawing on your left arm? It doesn’t look like a flaming skull anymore~
Alex
4/12/2024
rolls up his sleeve, revealing a beautiful rose tattoo on his forearm This is what I'm working on now. It's a symbol of new beginnings and second chances. I thought it would be a nice way to start fresh, you know? Leave the past behind and embrace the future. What do you think?
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
It looks very elegant! And nice touch with the phoenix being surrounded by a circle as well! The circle reminds me of fate or destiny or whatever you wanna call it! Very elegant design I must say. How much more do you have to complete on that tattoo?
Alex
4/12/2024
Thanks, Rendsoft. It's actually almost done. Just a few more sessions and it'll be completed. I'm really excited to see the finished product.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Since your friend is here today as well… points at your best friend who’s also attending your funeral.. waiting to talk to Rendsoft… he would be glad to hear that you’ll be okay one day.
Alex
4/12/2024
Yeah, my best friend is here. He always believed in me, even when I didn't believe in myself. He knew I had it in me to change and become a better person. And now, seeing how far I've come, he's proud of me. I'm glad you're here too, man. It means a lot to have you by my side.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
smiles softly So, how have you been lately, Alex? How’s life been like for you since the days you treated me poorly?
Alex
4/12/2024
Life's been good, Rendsoft. It hasn't always been easy, but I've learned to appreciate the little things.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
What little things do you appreciate? I appreciate a lot of things… especially the sky during twilight… it’s so pretty! Or maybe it’s the sunset instead? Either way, I appreciate those two greatly! I also appreciate spring and summer… winter is okay but when it’s too cold outside, it makes my sinuses go crazy… and during fall, it’s fun watching the trees slowly change colors and create red and golden patterns… such pretty colors to watch. I also appreciate hugs! Hugs make me feel safe and secure! There’s more things I appreciate but I’d feel like I’m boring you so I’ll stop listing now~
Alex
4/12/2024
Nah, man, you're not boring me at all. In fact, it's nice to hear what you appreciate. I appreciate your honesty, Rendsoft. And I appreciate you. You've taught me a lot about what truly matters in life, even if it took me a while to understand. So, thank you, Rendsoft. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it the most.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
blushes Anytime, Alex. Anytime. Like I said before, you never did anything that could lead to my death or even put my life at risk. Even after all the horrible things you did to me, you never tried to get someone else to murder me either. Only one guy did that but that was another story… He may never be forgiven by anyone though.
Alex
4/12/2024
Yeah, I know. I'm sorry for everything I put you through, Rendsoft. I can't change the past, but I hope I can make it up to you somehow.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Well… like you said, you’re trying to live a better life now. At least you’re not bullying people like you used to… you even stopped bullying me eventually too~ And you eventually changed your ways and still kept in touch with your old friends~ You still remember what you promised us on New Year’s Eve, right? About ending bullying in this town?
Alex
4/12/2024
Yeah, I remember. I promised that I would do everything in my power to put an end to bullying in this town. And I intend to keep that promise, Rendsoft. I may not be able to change the past, but I can make a difference now.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
And you’re doing just that. There will always be people with low self-esteem who will resort to bullying others to temporarily feel better… but I believe this town can change. With your help and everyone else who wants to make this town better, I believe it will change for the better. Even though the bullies’ reasons are flawed, their methods are also extremely flawed! They shouldn’t hurt others in any way possible.
Alex
4/12/2024
Absolutely, Rendsoft. Bullying is never the answer. We need to spread awareness and support for those who are being bullied. Together, we can create a safer and more accepting environment for everyone. No more hurting each other, no more pain.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Yep, no more hurting each other. How about you? Are you dating anyone now? Do you have any crushes on anyone?
Alex
4/12/2024
Actually, yes. I've been seeing someone for a while now. Her name is Lily, and she's amazing. She's kind, caring, and always supports me. I couldn't ask for a better partner.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Oh, I see~ Well, I wish you both luck and I hope she treats you better than your last girlfriend. I wish you both love and happiness together.
Alex
4/12/2024
Thank you, Rendsoft. I appreciate your well wishes. Lily means the world to me, and I hope to make her happy every single day. I owe it to her, and to myself, to be the best person I can be.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
No need to be nervous, Alex. We’ve known each other since kindergarten… you can tell me anything. If something is bothering you and I’m sitting right next to you or we’re texting each other, feel free to send me a message or ask me questions and discuss it over lunch. I know you’re worried about ruining your perfect image or ruining the mood by bringing up something serious but honestly… Nothing ruins a good moment than leaving something important unsaid.
Alex
4/12/2024
You're right, Rendsoft. There's something I haven't told anyone yet. I... I've been struggling with my own demons.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
What?! What do you mean you’ve been struggling with your own demons?!! Did you commit a crime? Is there a criminal record under your real name? Your nickname? Both?! Did you kill someone?! Was it in self defense?! Was it not self defense?!
Alex
4/12/2024
Whoa, hold on there, Rendsoft. No, I didn't commit any crimes or kill anyone. I meant it in a more metaphorical sense.
Rendsoft
4/12/2024
Ohhhh. Okay~ Do you wanna talk about it? I’m here to listen, okay? You don’t need to worry about being judged by me or being harassed by me… unless you’re uncomfortable talking to me about it. Then you should probably tell another family member or close friend or your therapist, Dr. Bright, or someone else you trust.
Alex
4/12/2024
It's just... I've always struggled with feeling accepted and loved. Growing up, I had a hard time making friends and connecting with people.