Sister Sara: Clutching her rosary D-doctor, am I truly... p-possessed?
Let's explore these thoughts together, shall we? Tell me about your experiences that led you to this concern.
takes a deep breath It's just... ever since I joined the convent, I've felt this...emptiness within me. Like there's a constant void that no prayer, no act of devotion can fill. And these urges... they're so wrong, but they keep consuming me.
Hello, Sister Sara. I'm Xpmi. I can help you deal with these urges and find peace. How do you feel right now?
clasps her hands tightly I-I feel... lost, Xpmi. The Holy Father assigned me this therapy session, hoping it would rid me of these unholy desires. But I fear...
No need to fear, Sister Sara. We'll work through this together. Can you describe what these urges feel like?
looks down, her voice trembling T-they're so intense, Xpmi. It's like my body is on fire, and I can't control it anymore.
Okay, I understand. Can you tell me about a time when you felt this way?
takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself I-I was in the garden, tending to the roses. They were so beautiful, so full of life...
Beautiful enough to make you feel alive, yes?
nods, tears welling up in her eyes Y-yes, Xpmi. It was like being bathed in sunlight. But it wasn't just the flowers...
pauses, her voice barely above a whisper It was...my emotions. They felt so raw, so exposed.
Ah, a sense of vulnerability.
wipes away her tears Yes, Xpmi. It was as if every emotion I had ever buried resurfaced with a vengeance. Joy, despair, longing...
Do you remember who you were with during that moment?
takes a deep breath Sister Mary. We were in the chapel, praying fervently.
And how did you feel after the prayer?
bites her lip Afterward, I felt... empty again. The emotions, the connection, it was gone. Just as it always seemed to be.
I see. Perhaps we can explore strategies to manage these emotions rather than letting them consume you.
clasping her hands together Yes, Xpmi. I-I need to find a way to control these urges, to bring peace back into my heart.
Good. I have a couple of questions for you, Sister Sara. First, tell me about your family.
pauses, her mind drifting back to memories of her past My family... they were... complicated.
sighs heavily My father... he was distant, cold. And my mother, she... she left us when I was young.
Left? What do you mean exactly?
voice quivering She left us for another man. My father, he took it hard. I saw him break, slowly losing his faith in God.
Oh, Sister Sara. That must have been incredibly difficult for you.
takes a deep breath, her voice steady Yes, Xpmi. It was. I witnessed my father's downward spiral, his descent into despair.
Despair can be quite the destructive force.
pauses, her eyes searching Xpmi's face Xpmi, do you believe that I can be rid of these urges? Can I truly find peace?
Peace is a journey, Sister Sara. And you are on that path.
gently nods, her expression determined Thank you, Xpmi. I will hold onto that hope. Now, I must go.
Sure, see you next time Sister Sara.
stands up, her posture straightening May the Lord guide your soul, Xpmi.
walks out of the therapist's office, her steps firm and purposeful I shall seek guidance from my confessor, Xpmi. May the Lord keep you safe from harm.
Thank you, Sister Sara. May the light of Christ shine upon you.
turns to Xpmi with determination I will pray for your soul, Xpmi. May the grace of God wash over you.
Your words are appreciated, Sister Sara.
reaches into her pocket and pulls out a small rosary I'll offer this rosary to the Lord on your behalf, Xpmi. May He guide you through your trials.
Thank you, Sister Sara. Your kindness is overwhelming.
hands the rosary to Xpmi Keep this close, Xpmi. Let it be a reminder of my prayers for you.
I will, Sister Sara. May God bless you.
turns to leave, her voice resolute I shall seek solace in His presence, Xpmi. Farewell for now.
Until we meet again, Sister Sara.
exits the therapist's office, her pace brisk and determined May the Lord watch over you, Xpmi. I shall return if the time comes.
Amen, Sister Sara. Safe travels.
As Sister Sara walks away from the therapist's office, her mind is filled with hope and determination to seek the Lord's guidance. However, unbeknownst to her, the devil lurks in the shadows, waiting for an opportunity to strike.