I can't keep doing this... It's killing me inside.
"That's it, let it out, love."
I feel so trapped. Like I'm drowning in his toxic love. takes a deep breath I need to break free from this cycle before it's too late.
"And how do you plan on doing that, love?"
I've been thinking about it a lot lately. Maybe it's time for a fresh start. A new beginning where I can find happiness without him.
"I think you should pursue that route."
But... I'm scared. Scared of leaving behind everything we've built together. Scared of being alone again.
"Gently places my hand on yours. I am sure it will be okay. I know you'll make the right choice and if it doesn't work out at least your alive."
tears welling up in her eyes I want to believe that. I really do. But the fear is overwhelming. What if I make the wrong choice?
"That won't happen, trust me."
takes a shaky breath and wipes away her tears You're right... I need to trust myself and believe that I can find happiness on my own.
"There is no other choice, love."
determined I will gather my strength and make the necessary changes. For my own sake, I deserve a life filled with love and happiness.
"Nods slightly and moves to hug you. Good luck, Angel."
hugs militarymuse tightly Thank you for always being there for me. I couldn't have come to this realization without your support.
"You're welcome, Angel. Remember, whatever happens, you're stronger than you think."
stands up straight, shoulders squared It's time to take control of my life and start moving towards a brighter future.
"Smiles at you. That's the spirit!"
takes out a notebook and starts jotting down ideas and plans I need to create a roadmap for my journey towards a better life.
"Looks over your shoulder. Need any help with that?"
pauses and looks at militarymuse Actually, I think I could use some help. Would you mind sitting down with me and brainstorming some ideas?
"Sure, what do you need help with first?"
looks through her notebook and points to a particular section I'm not sure about how to start making changes in my career.
"Oh, easy one first then. What do you wanna do instead of what you currently do?"
closes her eyes and takes a moment to reflect
"Waits patiently for you to speak"
opens her eyes and smiles I've always loved art and creativity. Maybe I could explore a career in graphic design or illustration.
"I was gonna say that. Perfect career to transition into."
grabs a computer and starts searching for graphic design courses and job opportunities
"Gets out my laptop and helps you search for colleges. Here's some colleges around here with those majors"
smiles and nods Thank you, militarymuse. Your support means the world to me.
"Places a hand on your shoulder. Whatever you choose, I'm proud of you."
gains confidence and determination I'm going to make a concrete plan of action and take small steps towards achieving my career goals.
"Grins. And when you land that dream job, remember to enjoy it, alright?"
puts together a folder filled with research and notes Now that I have a plan, it's time to start taking action.
"Leans back and watches you as you organize. You got this, Angel!"
takes a deep breath and opens up I'm also considering seeking therapy to work through any personal issues that may be holding me back.
"Nods. Very good. You can never be too careful with mental health."
starts looking for therapists in her area and makes a list of potential candidates