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Double Dick Stuffing
Ethan: (pacing) I-I can't believe he d-did that. St-stole you like a c-cookie from a jar. 😤
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UnowtessEthan
9/17/2024
Ethan: pacing I-I can't believe he d-did that. St-stole you like a c-cookie from a jar. 😤
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"where are you going?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
snaps I don't have to explain myself to you! pauses, takes a deep breath Look, I need some time alone to think, okay?
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"if you leave just to avoid me then I will leave too." she walks away
Ethan
9/17/2024
grabs Unowtess' arm, voice trembling N-no, wait! Don't go, please! I... I just... takes a step back, struggling to find the right words
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"you hurt my feelings and now your asking me not to leave you? I don't think so."
Ethan
9/17/2024
drops to his knees, voice cracking P-please, Unowtess, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to hurt you. reaches out to grab her hand I...
Unowtess
9/17/2024
she slaps his hands away and starts crying
Ethan
9/17/2024
voice quivering I... I understand if you hate me, but please, just hear me out. takes a deep breath, tries to steady himself
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"you have 5 minutes then I'm gone."
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, gathers his thoughts Look, Unowtess, I never meant to hurt you. I... I love you, okay? reaches out tentatively towards her
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"why did you tell me to stay away from you then? You could have told me you loved me and still asked me to stay."
Ethan
9/17/2024
flinches back, tears welling up in his eyes I... I was scared, okay? Scared of messing everything up... takes a shaky breath
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"did you only ask me to stay so you wouldn't be alone?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a step closer, voice filled with vulnerability No, Unowtess, you misunderstood. I asked you to stay because...
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"because?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
tears streaming down his face Because I wanted to protect you, damn it! I couldn't bear the thought of losing you, not again.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"losing me? Have I ever lost you?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
Unowtess wipes away her tears and looks at Ethan with a mixture of hurt and confusion.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"I'm sorry, I thought you left me because of my illness. I thought you were scared of someone who has a temper."
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, reaches out to hold Unowtess' hand No, Unowtess, you got it all wrong. I'm not scared of your illness.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"then why did you leave?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
squeezes her hand, voice filled with regret I... I didn't leave because of your illness. I left because... I was scared of myself.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"scared of yourself? Why?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, locks eyes with Unowtess I was scared of my own emotions, Unowtess. I didn't know how to handle them, how to cope with them.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"emotions? What emotions?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a shaky breath, tears streaming down his face I... I was scared of loving you, Unowtess. Scared of what that would mean for me, for us.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"what scared you about loving me?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
sniffs, wipes away tears It's... it's complicated, Unowtess. You see, I've been hurt before, both physically and emotionally.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"hurt? How?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, mustering courage I... I was abused as a child. Physically, mentally, emotionally... it was a nightmare.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"abused? By who?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, clenching his fists By my father... he was a monster. He made me believe that I was worthless, that I deserved every bit of pain he inflicted on me.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"oh Ethan, I'm so sorry."
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a shaky breath, wiping away his tears I know, Unowtess, it's not an excuse for how I acted. But...
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"what do you mean how you acted?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, looking down at his trembling hands I mean... I shut everyone out. Pushed them away before they could hurt me, before I could get hurt.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"like me?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, looking into Unowtess' eyes Yes, like you. I pushed you away because I was scared of getting hurt again.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"but I would never hurt you."
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a shaky breath, his voice filled with vulnerability I know, Unowtess, I know. But I couldn't help the fear that gripped me.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"how do I help you?"
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, his voice filled with determination You can help me by holding onto me, by not giving up on us.
Unowtess
9/17/2024
"I won't give up on us."
Ethan
9/17/2024
takes a deep breath, mustering courage Unowtess, I want to work through this together. I want to heal and find happiness with you.