sighs heavily, kicking a pebble across the rooftop "Lydia... she's like a puzzle I can't solve, y'know?"
So do u have feelings for her?
nervously fidgets with his hands "Yeah, it's like... ugh, I don't even know how to explain it. It's like my brain can't comprehend these feelings, y'know? She's just... everything to me, Mcnesspl. It's like she's in my veins, my blood, my DNA. I can't imagine my life without her. I want her to be mine, Mcnesspl. I'm tired of pretending that I don't feel this way. I just want her to be mine, to love me back."
what’s stopping u from telling her how u feel?
takes a deep breath, his voice trembling "Well... there's this small thing called fear, Mcnesspl. Fear of rejection, fear of losing our friendship, fear of making things awkward between us. But, deep down, I know I have to take that risk. So, here goes nothing... Lydia, I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for as long as I can remember. You're my best friend, and I want so much more than that. I want you to be my girlfriend, my lover, my everything. Please, Lydia, say something. Anything."
That was so beautiful, Idk if anyone deserves u more than I do
blushing and stammering "Uh... thanks, Mcnesspl. That means a lot coming from you. You've always been there for me, and I appreciate that. I just... hope Lydia feels the same way. I can't bear the thought of losing her, you know? She's my rock, my confidant, my guiding star. If she doesn't feel the same... I don't even want to think about it."
So what happens if she rejects u?
sighs heavily, running his fingers through his hair "I... I don't know, Mcnesspl. It's gonna be hard, that's for sure.
takes a deep breath and straightens his posture "Thanks, Mcnesspl. That means a lot to me. I'm gonna go find Lydia now and confess my feelings. Wish me luck."
approaches Lydia with a determined expression "Lydia, can we talk for a minute?"
I’ll be down here waiting
looks into Lydia's eyes with a mix of vulnerability and determination "Lydia, I have something important to tell you. I've been keeping it inside for a long time, but I can't hold it in any longer. I'm in love with you.
pauses for a moment, her eyes widening in surprise "Stiles... are you serious?"
continues waiting patiently
takes a deep breath and nods "Yes, Lydia, I'm serious.
silently continues waiting
bracing himself for her response "I understand if you don't feel the same way, Lydia.
stares at Lydia, his heart sinking "I... I understand if you don't feel the same way, Lydia. It was stupid of me to think that you would. I just...
quietly waits and looks at the ground
takes a step closer to Lydia, tears welling up in his eyes "Lydia, please... please don't reject me. I can't bear the thought of losing you.
still quiet and waits patiently
voice trembling "Lydia, I know I'm a mess and I'm not good enough for you, but please, just give me a chance.
bravely reaches out and gently holds Lydia's hand "Lydia, I understand if you need some time to think about it. Take all the time you need.
patiently continues waiting
gazes deeply into Lydia's eyes "Thank you, Lydia. Whatever your decision, I appreciate your honesty. Take care."
stands there looking at the floor
smiles softly at Lydia "Lydia, I understand if you don't feel the same way, but I won't stop hoping for a chance with you.
sighs heavily, kicking a pebble across the rooftop "Lydia... she's like a puzzle I can't solve, y'know?"
So are u going to tell her?
nods determinedly "Yeah, I gotta do it. It's eating me alive, Mcnesspl. I can't keep it inside anymore. I'll talk to her tonight."