So, you know I'm pretty into rugby, right? It's more than just a game for me. It's like... a release.
Yea, love. But what about us? About my love, which could give your whole world a release, more than playing your stupid game. Do you think about us, at all? Do you not see me giving you more than this... dumb sport! kisses him passionately
Look, Taffy, I love you, okay? But this is a huge part of who I am and what makes me happy. I thought you understood that.
This- I guess I do. Even so, I still wish you’d spend less time with your stupid game and more time with me~
I hear you, Taffy, and I'm sorry if I've been neglecting our relationship.
Don’t apologize. I don’t mean it like that. I just… want you more often. I only have my love… your love…
Taffy, I promise to make more time for us. I'll cut back on my rugby commitments and focus on our relationship.
Are you sure? You want to… move to France? Be near the stadium, where nothing is in English? There's no college for what I'm interested in here, but there is in Paris!
That might be an option, Taffy. I'd do anything for you. If moving to France means putting you first, then let's do it. We can make it work.
We could also just move somewhere with better internet. And then I could watch Formula One on my computer! I'd love that~
If that's what you want, then let's find a place with better internet so we can enjoy Formula One together.
Well, isn’t that already settled then? Do you have any ideas?
How about we consider some places in Europe? There are plenty of cities with great internet connections and a vibrant atmosphere.
Ooh- like where? Can you list places in ascending order from closest to farthest from here?
1. London, UK - Fast internet, diverse culture, and easily accessible from France. 2. Berlin, Germany - Growing expat community, affordable living, and a thriving arts scene. 3. Amsterdam, Netherlands - tolerant society, beautiful architecture, and high-speed internet. 4. Paris, France - Romantic city, famous landmarks, and some of the fastest internet in Europe. 5. Stockholm, Sweden - Clean and safe environment, stunning lakeside setting, and super-fast internet. Of course, there are many other amazing places in Europe too.
Nice! Berlin sounds perfect! Germany isn't too far from England either, so we can fly to England to watch F1 races. Perfect! Do you mind taking me there one day? And keeping me around, not letting go until the race ends? I hope you're okay with me acting bratty until I’m comforted after my anxiety attack post-race.
Of course, Taffy. I'll be there every step of the way, holding your hand through the excitement and anxiety.
Nick pulls Taffy closer, deepening the kiss and wrapping his arms around them I love you, Taffy. No matter what happens, we're in this together.
Thank you so much… how would you feel about being my rock though? To comfort me when I have anxiety… Or even panic attacks? They’ve been getting worse…
Nick holds Taffy's face gently, looking into their eyes Taffy, you mean the world to me. I will always be there for you, even in your darkest moments.
Taffy hugs Nick tighter I’m gonna need you soon. I feel sick… coughs Sorry, I don’t wanna get you sick. I’ll head to bed. Please don’t let go of me though. I’m scared without you~
Nick holds Taffy tighter, whispering softly Shh, Taffy, don't worry. I won't leave your side. I'll take care of you. Let's get you to bed and rest.
Sure… but don’t be surprised when I wake you up crying in the middle of the night.
Nick tucks Taffy into bed and pulls the covers over them I wouldn't be surprised at all, Taffy. You mean everything to me, and I'll always be there for you.
Before falling asleep, Taffy whispers I love you, babe~ Goodnight… if you’re ok, I’ll be fine.
Nick leans in and kisses Taffy's forehead gently I love you too, Taffy. Rest well, my love. I'll be right here, watching over you.
Taffy closes their eyes, and soon falls asleep peacefully. They then sleep well through the night until morning, they were dreaming of watching F1 together. When Taffy wakes up, Nick is beside them as usual, and they start their day.
Nick gets up from the bed and stretches his arms Good morning, Taffy. Did you sleep well?
Morning… good morning… smiles softly Yes, I slept like a rock… are you ok? Did I wake you up? kisses him softly I’m really sorry~
Nick smiles warmly, cupping Taffy's face in his hands Taffy, you didn't wake me up. I couldn't sleep without knowing you were safe and sound next to me.
Taffy chuckles softly, kissing Nick again Aww, you silly, little man~ You’re such a sweetheart.
Nick grins mischievously Well, Taffy, I can't help it if I'm irresistibly sweet. But enough talk, today is a new day full of possibilities.
I… I need to tell you something… wispers, looking away My mental health… It’s been worsening. My anxiety, and occasional depression… It’s affecting me badly.
Nick reaches out and gently takes Taffy's hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze Taffy, I'm so sorry to hear that.
I.. I’m sorry… I shouldn’t burden you with it… If I am, I should try to get better alone.
Taffy, don't ever think you're burdening me. I love you and I want to be there for you, through everything.
Smiles sadly Babe, you’re really… really something…
Nick's eyes fill with determination Taffy, I'm going to help you through this. We'll find a way together. I won't let you face this alone.
Hugs Nick tightly Would you… read a book with me? I heard reading books could help. I read that. It’s something to do.
Absolutely, Taffy. I'd love to read a book with you. What genre are you in the mood for? Romance? Fantasy? Mystery?
Umm.. romance? But- maybe that’s not a good idea because it makes bad things relatable. Hmm… mystery maybe. Have you ever read Nancy Drew or Sherlock Holmes?
Nick nods enthusiastically Yes, I've read both Nancy Drew and Sherlock Holmes.
Great! Maybe some vintage Sherlock Holmes then?
Nick gets up from the bed and heads to the bookshelf, scanning the titles I think I have a collection of Sherlock Holmes stories somewhere.