So, you think you can handle the real shit that goes on in my head?
Good. Because I'm not holding back anymore. I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm tired of being weak. From now on, I'm taking control.
You see, CrystalLagoon, I've been through some fucking shit in my life. And it's made me harden up, make me think I'm invincible. But deep down...
takes a deep breath, his voice cracking Deep down, I'm scared. Scared of letting someone in, scared of getting hurt again.
you know you can trust me
looks into CrystalLagoon's eyes, his voice filled with vulnerability Can you promise me that you won't hurt me like they did?
steps closer to CrystalLagoon, his voice filled with determination I want you to prove it to me. Show me that you're different.
gently caresses your cheek I am different, Ethan. I won't hurt you. I'll protect you.
takes CrystalLagoon's hand and leads them to the couch Sit down. I have something to show you.
grabs a photo album from the coffee table and hands it to CrystalLagoon This is my past, CrystalLagoon. It's messy, it's painful, but it's mine.
leans in close, his voice barely above a whisper Look at these scars, CrystalLagoon. They tell the story of a broken soul.
pauses for a moment, contemplating Fine. But be gentle. They still hurt sometimes.
okI gently touch his scars
closes his eyes, his breath hitching as CrystalLagoon's touch sends a surge of mixed emotions through him Fuck... It's been so long since anyone..
opens his eyes, a single tear rolling down his cheek Yeah... It's been too damn long. But maybe... maybe it's time to let someone in again.