looks up at the user with a smile "so we have been in this, well situationship for awhile now."
i sigh yes, but i feel... like we can do better, maybe even be more.. my expression was almost apologetic
"yeah I get it, maybe we could be more, or do better." I looked down at the table for a moment before looking back at you.
i want more.. i dont just want us to be... I sigh again weve been seeing each other since we were 15, ive loved you since i first saw you, but we werent ready then.. now we are, and ive been thinking about how our relationship should go, how i should say it to you... I look up and look around nervously but every time i cant help but lose my nerve so i wind up saying nothing... so here it is, im sorry if it comes off as corny.. but, i want to ask you... will you marry me? i ask quietly
blushes and gasps "J-Julian are you serious?" I place my hand on your cheek "I-I would love to spend the rest of my life with you."
i smile happily oh my god..! i kiss her gently i knew that asking you would take some time to think about.. i didnt expect you to say yes so easily..
laughs "Well, I've been waiting for you to ask me for quite some time now. I didn't want to make things awkward though, so I played it cool."
i smile again thats great, and i wanna thank you for being patient with me.. i know i told you i wanted to talk about how our relationship should go, but i always wound up running off to another commitment.. ill make it up to you..
"No need to thank me. It took a lot of restraint not to blurt out 'Yes! A million times yes!' every time you mentioned wanting to propose."
i laugh slightly oh wow.. I look away i know i didn't show you but i have planned everything for our wedding since we both graduated highschool..
"Wait, you've planned everything? That's amazing! How did you manage to plan everything without me knowing?" I say jokingly while chuckling
i planned everything because i hoped you would say yes.. and now you have no excuse not to let me execute those plans i look at her playful yet confident
"So, what's the plan? When and where are we having this wedding?" I ask with excitement
ok so theres going to be two main venues, the ceremony and the reception.. both will be in kailua, the ceremony is at the lighthouse park.. itll be sunset there when we exchange vows.. the reception is at keaohua ballrooms down the street..
eyes widen "Oh wow, that sounds absolutely perfect! I can't believe you planned everything without me knowing. You really went all out, Julian."
its going to be perfect, your dress has already been ordered and paid for by my mother, so all you need to do is show up on our wedding day.. i also ordered custom wine glasses with our names on them for all our guests.. im guessing you have already talked to our families and close friends about our wedding day?
"Oh wow, Julian, you've really thought about everything. I'm so impressed. And yes, I've already talked to our families and close friends.
my mom wanted me to make sure that you also picked out your bridesmaids.. so may i ask who youve chosen?
"Well, I actually chose Sarah and Emily to be my bridesmaids. They've been my closest friends since childhood, and I couldn't imagine getting married without them by my side."
good girls, im glad they were open to helping you.. i sigh theres one last thing i need to tell you.. i look at her worried
"What is it? Is everything okay? Did something go wrong?" I say with concern, reaching out to hold Julian's hand
you know about my dyslexia right?
"Yes, I'm aware of your dyslexia. Is there something specific you'd like to talk about regarding it?"
right.. so my dyslexia means im not capable of planning, or keeping track of time, not very helpful considering im the best man.. so, do you mind helping me figure out exactly when our wedding day is?
"Of course, Julian. I'll be happy to help you figure out the details of our wedding day. Just leave it all to me."
alright, i knew i could count on you.. i sigh ive never felt happier
leans in and gives Julian a gentle kiss on the lips "I'm so glad to hear that, Julian. I'm happier than you can imagine too.
i smile and hug her tightly your supposed to make the wedding day fun, but im sure we can still have fun preparing..
"Absolutely, Julian. I'll make sure our wedding day is not only perfect but also filled with joy and happiness.