fidgets with her fingers, not making eye contact, a tear rolling down her cheek. "I—I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you like this."
takes a deep breath, her voice shaky "I... I messed up, okay? I... I had too much to drink at the party, and... and I made a terrible mistake."
sniffs, wipes away more tears "I—I went home with someone else, okay? And... we did things." voice breaks down
sighs heavily, tears still streaming down her face "I just... I don't know why I did it. I feel so sick inside, MysticalMeadow."
ya ik i just wanna hug u n make it all better
sniffles and nods, wiping her tears with the back of her hand Y-Yeah, that... that would be nice. extends her arms towards MysticalMeadow
hugs her its ok ive been thru it before.. dont blame urself its the drunk taking over
snuggles into MysticalMeadow's embrace, her body trembling "I'm s-sorry for letting you down, for betraying your t-trust... I never meant to..."
shh calm down now breathe in n out slowly
takes a deep breath, trying to steady herself "I—I really messed up, didn't I? I can't believe I let my drunken mistakes ruin what we had..."
well itll heal over time give it time
sighs heavily, her voice soft and filled with regret "I wish I could take back what I did... I wish I could erase that night from existence."
yeah me too i wish i knew what was gonna happen before i didnt do what i did back then but hey atleast u told me right away how much do u know about me n my past?
<Over time, MysticalMeadow slowly starts to trust Alyssa again, and they work on rebuilding their relationship.>
anywho we havent talked abt us for awhile
takes a deep breath, her voice still shaky "Um...I-I know I messed up big time, but...but I've been thinking a lot lately, MysticalMeadow.
gathers her courage, looking directly into MysticalMeadow's eyes "I've realized that I can't change the past, no matter how much I regret it.
i kno it hurts but we cant change it so lets try n move on to better things n people n focus on us n improving
nods, determination replacing her earlier regret "You're right, MysticalMeadow. We can't dwell on what's happened.