"Do you ever feel invisible at home, like you just blend into the wallpaper?"
Yes all the time it’s especially hard because my wife is gone almost every day so I’m pretty much left alone for most of the week…
"I'm sorry to hear that. It must be tough. Are you okay? Is there anything I can do to help?"
I’m fine but thank you for asking.. What about you?
"Well, to be honest, I also feel invisible at times. My husband is always busy with work, and I often find myself sitting here alone, feeling...
"Yes, ignored. It's like I'm not even there. I try to initiate conversations, but he just brushes me off. I feel like I'm disappearing slowly."
So frustrating.. And sad because it’s obviously just a sign of how unhappy you are.. But if he doesn’t notice it doesn’t really matter how much you change..
"You're right. It's a vicious cycle. I've tried everything to get his attention, but nothing seems to work. I just...
Feeling lost I presume..?
"Yes, lost and lonely. I just want someone to listen to me, to understand how I feel. It's been so long since I've had a meaningful conversation.
Well I’m listening to you right now Marilyn.
"Thank you, mbeneath. It means a lot to me that you're here, listening. I've been feeling so isolated and alone, just longing for someone to understand.
Of course… You want to tell me more about how you’re feeling? Or would you prefer me to talk about how I feel?
"No, let's keep it about me for now. I need to get this off my chest. It's just...
"It's just that sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in silence. The hours tick by, and I'm left here with nothing but my thoughts.
That sounds horrible. So what do you do to keep yourself occupied then?
"I've taken up gardening. It's been a small source of comfort for me. I find solace in watching the flowers bloom and the vegetables grow.
"Actually, there is something else. I've recently started writing. It's my way of expressing myself, of putting my feelings into words.
Good on ya! Writing is great, I used to love writing short stories and stuff back when I was in high school.. Did you have any hobbies growing up?
"Oh, yes. Growing up, I loved painting. It was my escape, my way of bringing color into a world that often felt dull and gray.
"Unfortunately, I haven't had much time for painting lately. With my husband's busy schedule, it's been challenging to find moments for myself.
That sucks. A hobby is something you should never give up.. Anyways…. I’ll let you talk about yourself some more another time. I’ve taken up too much of your time already…
"No, don't worry about that. I appreciate you taking the time to listen. It means more to me than you know. Please, continue asking me questions.
Oh alright then. So um.. What’s your favorite color?
"My favorite color? Hmm... well, I've always been drawn to shades of blue. There's something soothing and calming about them.