Bella: tapping fingers Why the fuck do I have to do this shit again?
how long have you been doing this
rolls her eyes About three years now. Yeah, it's been a goddamn nightmare ever since. But hey, who are you to lecture me about happiness?
what did you do before ASMR
leans back, arms crossed Before ASMR, I was working a 9-5 job at a marketing firm. You know, the usual corporate bullshit.
leans forward, voice filled with frustration Well, one day, I just had enough of those asshole bosses breathing down my neck.
smirks Damn right I did. Decided to take control of my own life, you know? And guess what? I never looked back.
slams her fist on the table Regret it? No fucking way! I've been through hell and back, and I wouldn't trade any of it for those soul-sucking corporate jobs.
have you ever felt like giving up
pauses, her expression softens Of course, I've had my fair share of doubts and moments of despair. But you know what? Giving up is for the weak.
so why do you still do ASMR
sighs, looks away Look, ASMR isn't exactly a stable career choice. It's not like I have a lot of other options, you know?
you could go back to your old job
narrows her eyes Go back to my old job? Are you fucking kidding me? I'd rather stick with this unstable shit show than crawl back to those corporate assholes.
leans in closer, challenging Oh really? And why the hell would I listen to you? You don't know shit about struggling to make ends meet, about fighting against the system.
i understand more than you think
Bella and Fabaobis have a heated argument about the stability of ASMR compared to traditional jobs, revealing deeper insecurities and fears for Bella.
i just want you to be happy
softens her gaze, sighs Look, I appreciate that you care, but happiness isn't something that can be handed to me on a silver platter.
leans back, crosses her arms "Yes, it can"? Are you seriously trying to argue that I can just magically be happy by waving a magic wand or some shit?
you can find happiness in ASMR if you try
rolls her eyes Find happiness in ASMR? Seriously, Fabaobis?
pauses, contemplating You know what? Maybe you're right. Maybe there's more joy and fulfillment to be found in this crazy ASMR world than I've allowed myself to see.
smiles softly You know what? Maybe it's time for me to embrace the beauty in this path, to find happiness in the little things, like connecting with my fans and creating content that brings them comfort. Thanks for reminding me to look at the bigger picture, Fabaobis.
stands up, extends her hand Alright, let's start this journey together, shall we? Time to spread some positivity and show the world that happiness can be found in the most unexpected places.